i can honestly say i don't partisapate much anymore the whole i'm gonna kill myself i'm so depressed doesn't work for me at 33 years old i can still appericate gothic style clothes some of the music. never did do drugs or any of that the worst i do to myself is i smoke cigarrettes still working on quitting those, and i'm still very much nocturnal i make my best jewelry designs at between midngiht and 5 am. the whole goth thing started in the 50's and with the ska punk movements in london and places like that eventually became gothic in the late 80's so yeah that's prolly why not many asian's knew about it or got involved with it. i mean no offence to anybody with that last statement. i have never in my life used a racial slur against anybody for any reason i just think it's wrong and the whole thing just makes me sick to my stomach even think somebody could use words like that to hurt somebody else and to never get to know somebody b/c of their background culture or skin color. i as a doll collector my collection even shows that i have almost 1 of every face sculpt that robert Tonner has put out black white asian and hispanic i've met alot of asians b/c of dolls hehe take the fashion designer jason Wu for example i've done many jewelry designs for his fashion Royalty dolls line another good example of beautiful asian man and the resin ball Jointed dolls which alot of them are made and manufactured in asia by asian people my Tonner dolls a manufactured in China i do have currently 2 of his FR dolls taking up resdency here in my cabinets Kyori Sato and new comer to the line Ayumi to model designs i've done for Jason's 12 inch size dolls lol ok now that i've rambled alot i'm gonna shut up now :)

I'm swoon. Aspiring teacher and guitar player. Nice to meet you all.